Nazzy the Mic, Ron Sn0w - I Failed Me Lyrics

I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul
Swear my heart froze
Like ice solid as a rock
If it ever melted
I'd be six feet under
I ain't suicidal
I don't think about death
But late at night
Sometimes I wonder
It could bright as day outside
But in my world
It can be thunder
All I knew was crack up
Eighteenth Street North Philly
Last name Land
First name Cumber
I'd risk it all for my niggas
Swear to God I'd die
For my niggas that died
I been thru a lot of pain
Still go thru a lot of pain
You can see it
In my mother fucking eyes
Smoking Ls to the face
Hope da pain go away
Yeah a lil nigga really be fried
May Twelfth Twenty Eighteen
Was the first time
In a long time
I can say I cried
Yeah these nigga big cap
And they know dats big facts
Lil nigga I been getting to da big racks
Run up on me get clapped
I ain't wit dat chit chat
Imma leave yo ass right
Where the bricks at
Hip where da stick at
Run up on me you gone get popped
Like a door you gone get knocked
You wanna be the baby
You gone get yo shit rocked
I ran outta love told shawty kick rocks
I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul
I ain't got no trust
They on me so what
The bomb just a matter of time
Before I blow up
Moving way too fast
I had to slow up
Waiting on my moment to come
It never showed up
I had to grow up grind hard
And take my spot
Spending cold nights in the streets
Made me hot
They trying to kill us one by one
Man I hate the cops
Fuck what they did to Mike Brown
You can't say they not
In my hood man its crazy as hell
Brothers in and out of jail
For robbing and making sell
Some rotting and some tell
Some make it and some fail
People try to front like
They love you but they Jel
See babies are having babies
They babies are having babies
And maybe its getting crazy
Cause ladies are kissing ladies
And fathers are acting shady
And mothers are getting lazy
We doing what it takes in the hood
To get this gravy
I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul

I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul
Swear my heart froze
Like ice solid as a rock
If it ever melted
I'd be six feet under
I ain't suicidal
I don't think about death
But late at night
Sometimes I wonder
It could bright as day outside
But in my world
It can be thunder
All I knew was crack up
Eighteenth Street North Philly
Last name Land
First name Cumber
I'd risk it all for my niggas
Swear to God I'd die
For my niggas that died
I been thru a lot of pain
Still go thru a lot of pain
You can see it
In my mother fucking eyes
Smoking Ls to the face
Hope da pain go away
Yeah a lil nigga really be fried
May Twelfth Twenty Eighteen
Was the first time
In a long time
I can say I cried
Yeah these nigga big cap
And they know dats big facts
Lil nigga I been getting to da big racks
Run up on me get clapped
I ain't wit dat chit chat
Imma leave yo ass right
Where the bricks at
Hip where da stick at
Run up on me you gone get popped
Like a door you gone get knocked
You wanna be the baby
You gone get yo shit rocked
I ran outta love told shawty kick rocks
I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul
I ain't got no trust
They on me so what
The bomb just a matter of time
Before I blow up
Moving way too fast
I had to slow up
Waiting on my moment to come
It never showed up
I had to grow up grind hard
And take my spot
Spending cold nights in the streets
Made me hot
They trying to kill us one by one
Man I hate the cops
Fuck what they did to Mike Brown
You can't say they not
In my hood man its crazy as hell
Brothers in and out of jail
For robbing and making sell
Some rotting and some tell
Some make it and some fail
People try to front like
They love you but they Jel
See babies are having babies
They babies are having babies
And maybe its getting crazy
Cause ladies are kissing ladies
And fathers are acting shady
And mothers are getting lazy
We doing what it takes in the hood
To get this gravy
I was in the trenches
Wit dem killers day and night
I ain't come home
Mom was tryna find me
I was fried as hell
Might think I was off a pill
The way I was sitting
Looking like a zombie
Told me that you love me
And you told me that you care
But ya words didn't match
What I see
Face turning pale
Yeah my face red as hell
Never cry but you can watch
My eyes leak
Heart so cold
That you can put my heart in the fire
And it still wouldn't melt me
Choices I made
Is the reason that my momma and my daddy
Feel like they failed me
Crying out for help
Even though I couldn't cry
But it's still like nobody tried
To help me
I come from the dirt like a worm
Roaches in my dad fridge
It ain't nothing you can tell me
I did a lot of shit
For a whole lot of niggas
I ain't needy
But I feel like they owe me
Don't you ever ask a nigga for shit
Even if you need it
Before Sammy died
That's what he told me
You ain't never seen what I seen
You ain't heard what I heard
You don't know what I know
Got a couple secrets
Imma take to da grave with me
I ain't gone tell em
On my soul