Podesta - 99-Bend Road to Heaven - Demo Lyrics

Where the hell do I go from here?
I was so close
To having a support system
A real lifeline
I just can't expect that much from myself
And I know that
I swear I knew that
I really thought it would be different this time
And I'm missing out again
Well you know you know you know
I ain't that easy to crack
But this was the straw
That broke my fucking back
And I was so close
To the oasis
But it was just another mirage
I'm chasing my tail in circles
But this time
This time I almost caught it
I was so close
I was so damn close
Well you know, you know, you know
I ain't that easy to crack
But this was the turn
That threw me off the track
And now I'm so tired
God I'm oh so tired
You'll find me in Iceland
You'll find me in Iceland
Hopefully
Finally
But I'll just still be climbing up the mountain
'Cause I'll just keep on doing the same thing
Just keep on doing what I'm doing
Just keep on doing the same thing
Just keep on doing what I'm doing
Until something changes
Where the hell do I go from here?
Back to the races

Where the hell do I go from here?
I was so close
To having a support system
A real lifeline
I just can't expect that much from myself
And I know that
I swear I knew that
I really thought it would be different this time
And I'm missing out again
Well you know you know you know
I ain't that easy to crack
But this was the straw
That broke my fucking back
And I was so close
To the oasis
But it was just another mirage
I'm chasing my tail in circles
But this time
This time I almost caught it
I was so close
I was so damn close
Well you know, you know, you know
I ain't that easy to crack
But this was the turn
That threw me off the track
And now I'm so tired
God I'm oh so tired
You'll find me in Iceland
You'll find me in Iceland
Hopefully
Finally
But I'll just still be climbing up the mountain
'Cause I'll just keep on doing the same thing
Just keep on doing what I'm doing
Just keep on doing the same thing
Just keep on doing what I'm doing
Until something changes
Where the hell do I go from here?
Back to the races