Ricky Rambo, Y. Samuel - Diary Lyrics

It's 1pm I'm drunk again like I'll never love again
I was coping poorly in the morning now I'm loving it
Drink is starting to settle in
Was focused on my goals
Now I'm moving on from betterment

Natalie Portman cash
Battle me having me Portland brash
Hipster was my b*tch I'm poking yeah
Shared Uhh in a weekend bad
Hold on bro is you reaching back
Might never remember every weekend had
Fight her in the staircase now breaching vag
Said the shit was regular she tweaking bad
Thought I did good maybe we could match
Part of me wishes that'd I be scumbag
Roderick left me out to dry I'm mad
Uh left me now I'm way past sad
Killing myself off the black n mild
Drinking on a Sunday we did that
Wait I don't like this dynamic
Swear that this nigga is cammin
Wait do you not dig what I'm stamming
Thought we was brothers competing for slamming
But hey I guess that's life of YdotSammy

Outta my element
Hella bent 1pm feeling celibate wait
Ain't no telling me sh*t
Dog those feelings ain't it
Run before your heart get ripped
Wonder when you heart turned cold
Wonder who hurt you so
Hella been here before
Feel it just let me know
Scary going down this road
If i could run it back
Would've went out instead but
I didn't
How we gonna deal with that wait
That's life like some things we can't get back
What's like commitment
What's like commitment
Saying we didnt
Saying i didn't
Don't know if you with it
Wait like
Know what forget it aye

Glad we didn't A frame her
That's like a game changer
Automatic anti name changer
Romance Ricky got layers so
Wait what am i doing
Many girls pursuing
Only in love with the music
Gotta girl i like a lil bit
But I'm scared as sh*t
Feelings like the deadliest
Don't know where to go
Getting played ain't the goal
In the game but it's not in my soul
But Always know
Got you covered like a cornerback
I hope I'm cover 2
Girls just can't run through
Some might get run through but we still 1 2
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