Shwabadi, Breeton Boi - Jinx // Arcane Lyrics

Lose your patience
Losing time
I can't face it
Out of my mind
You can say it
I don't mind
I know you hate that I'm a
Bad luck charm
I bring harm
I can't do fucking anything right
Bad luck charm
Break my heart
Break my spirit down cus I'm a

Jinx
Wish that it would all stop
Wish that it would all just detonate
Jinx
Light another fuse
Maybe this time I can use it to get away
Jinx
Picking up the pieces
Did I even need this anyway?
Jinx
Trust me
You can leave me, I'm a Jinx

All I wanted was a place to rest
To make some friends
And a safety net
All I wanted was the pain to end
But now they're dead

Oh why is my life so fucked?
I don't deserve this
Oh why do I look for love?
I don't deserve it

Jinx
Wish that it would all stop
Wish that it would all just detonate
Jinx
Light another fuse
Maybe this time I can use it to get away
Jinx
Picking up the pieces
Did I even need this anyway?
Jinx
Trust me
You can leave me, I'm a

They told me that I wasn't ready to do this
I'm more than a nuisance
I might be conducive to plots being useless
But this time I'm leading the charge just prove that
I know what I'm doing
Swear I can help, I got no more excuses
Think to myself that there's no way I'm losing
They don't even know my improvement, and that's why I'm blowing a fuse and

Oh no, what I have I done?
I might have gone and let the bomb off on everyone
Was vying to protect them all, now I've got none
I did it again, I DID IT AGAIN, I WANT IT TO END
My cognition's off limits, lost meaning, I'm killing, awful is all I'm feeling
Mental's gone and lost it's function
All I ever do is go and cause destruction, I feel like a

Jinx
Wish that it would all stop
Wish that it would all just detonate
Jinx
Light another fuse
Maybe this time I can use it to get away
Jinx
Picking up the pieces
Did I even need this anyway?
Jinx
Trust me
You can leave me, I'm a Jinx