Sylendanna - Hard For Me Lyrics

Can't be a secret if we already knew
You can lie all you want but we all know the truth
Yeah i really wanna help you yeah uh i swear i do
But you make it so hard for me, like you don't notice me
I looked up to the God and pray to rosary
I go where i want and i get it for free
You don't know your self no reality
I know you know what you wanted to be
Oh no should've known that you'd be like that
I hear somebody underneath the house
I'm gonna bleed and drain it in your mouth
I'm gonna build a church and sell it out
And we're gonna hoard the guns and steal the knives
I feel so alive but so dead inside
I know what you wish i can feel your eyes
Well at least you tried to sing a lullaby
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
I hope your happy where you wanted to be
Oh i should leave cause your not on the team
You see me just leave me be
All i really wanna do is sleep under the trees
I see three they think that they know me
One little girl with a dream of the world
Theres no more time and no i'm not surprised
That you told them my secret like i knew that you would
I make all my decisions in vain
No way no way ghost in window pane
And he knows my name age and the place
Where they took my heart and threw it all away
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
No way no way get it got it i'm great
Take a drink to the face now its time to create
You better show up on time or your gonna be late
They say i'm strange but now i'm feeling great
This girl is cute she's trying
To controlling you have no idea what i even want
All i wanna do is sit down make music and roll a blunt
Now i think about it can you please just refill my cup

Can't be a secret if we already knew
You can lie all you want but we all know the truth
Yeah i really wanna help you yeah uh i swear i do
But you make it so hard for me, like you don't notice me
I looked up to the God and pray to rosary
I go where i want and i get it for free
You don't know your self no reality
I know you know what you wanted to be
Oh no should've known that you'd be like that
I hear somebody underneath the house
I'm gonna bleed and drain it in your mouth
I'm gonna build a church and sell it out
And we're gonna hoard the guns and steal the knives
I feel so alive but so dead inside
I know what you wish i can feel your eyes
Well at least you tried to sing a lullaby
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
I hope your happy where you wanted to be
Oh i should leave cause your not on the team
You see me just leave me be
All i really wanna do is sleep under the trees
I see three they think that they know me
One little girl with a dream of the world
Theres no more time and no i'm not surprised
That you told them my secret like i knew that you would
I make all my decisions in vain
No way no way ghost in window pane
And he knows my name age and the place
Where they took my heart and threw it all away
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
Its so hard for me
No way no way get it got it i'm great
Take a drink to the face now its time to create
You better show up on time or your gonna be late
They say i'm strange but now i'm feeling great
This girl is cute she's trying
To controlling you have no idea what i even want
All i wanna do is sit down make music and roll a blunt
Now i think about it can you please just refill my cup