Waxflower - Two Thumbs Lyrics

I got a letter from my shrink
She said she thinks that I should drink myself to death
Or at least that's how it read
I put my hand right through the wall
Or maybe broke it from a fall
A fall from grace
May I land straight on my waist

I guess I hate myself today
I think I'll throw my life away
I know its wrong contemplating songs
but at least I've only got myself to blame

I touched the handle, it was hot
I stuck my head right in the pot
To feel the shame
May it course right through my veins
Like all those bands who do it better
They've got better songs and they're so clever
Well guess who's dumb, guess who's got two thumbs
Well I hope I'm wrong like I'm always wrong

I guess I hate myself today
I think I'll throw my life away
I know its wrong contemplating songs
but at least I've only got myself to blame
I left the three j's on
In hopes that they would play my song
I know its wrong contemplating songs
but at least I've only got myself to blame

I know I led you on
I tried so hard to force that bond
I wish that this was meant for one
and I'm so scared

I guess I hate myself today
I think I'll throw my life away
I know its wrong contemplating songs
but at least I've only got myself to blame
I left the three j's on
In hopes that they would play my song
I know its wrong contemplating songs
but at least I've only got myself to blame