ZKKRYMRNO - For We Gods Are Sometimes Bored to Death Lyrics

Hoping for a better way to end the mess without
A bullet or a drink to wash the bullshit down
I've come crying for an answer so much that I lost count
Thoroughly invested in escaping the hovering cloud
I picked some puzzle pieces to fill the bleeding void
In all reality I was just blocking out the noise
Cemented to my skull, the thought of never finding joy
I'd search harder but I'm tired of the cracking in my voice

Don't tell me what I already know
I'd fake my own death just to see how it goes
If I live to grow old I hope the ache in my soul
Is just a literal pain in my bones

Scratching at a surface that can't seem to hold me down
I keep floating out of space and time but plummet to the ground
It hurts me every time I find my ears ring from the sound
Of the pressure in the atmosphere that keeps cracking my crown
Gravity, you masterpiece, have you crafted your massive beast
That rests it weight upon my chest so I don't even have to breathe?
Actually Id have to see, the burden leave my back with ease
Over time or will it just rot until my veins are black and green?