This song is about the Time i found myself at the crossroads.. a "designer drug" they called it. Seemed innocent enough. i was 20 years old and it was the year 2000.. the song was prophetic and it was written only for me, and only for that moment. And i looked out from a place behind my eyes at a reflection of a self that would never be MY self.. because that would be the price. And there in LIES the rub... but I AM not on my own, because i was never alone. But they are all around yoU.