A redditor who went to college with Jon Bellion & his friends reached out to ask this question: What does it mean? Jon Bellion has always been a religious Christian through college and while his music is not religious music, many songs have Jesus/Gospel under tone. Just read the lyrics "Last night I woke the fuck up I realized I need you here, as desperate as that sounds,". While he is singing about a girl according to song plot, he is actually singing about how he needs Jesus! That same old college friend actually asked Jon, to which Jon smiled and said "Yeah, I weave a lot of spiritual meaning into my songs"