AAvery - Run Away Lyrics

Sometimes I think about it and it's tragic
Took the hard way, in the end we lost the magic
No matter the amount of hooks, verses and ad-libs
Ain't nothing that gon give me the feeling like I had back then
I read a couple notes from my book
Tryna find a distraction with these classes I took
Remember the times you always wondered how you would look
Made me feel like we was moving forward just like a rook
But every record gets scratched right?
Every good day always end up with bad nights
Shine on the stage, but all we have is a bad light
Sticking to the script, but can't no one of us act right
I made time, I moved my schedule just for you
Skipped deadlines, cus in my mind, it was us two
I gave my heart, I should've known it wasn't for use
Act like I'm fine but now I'm ready to tell the truth
You used to listen, you was loving the sound
You used to want me in your space, would always have me around
You said you wanted to link, that I should come to your town
But now I'm falling, but the gravity ain't pulling me down
It's something different
It's bout the fact you chose to act so distant
It's how you always want it but never giving attention
It's how you keep quiet, but always want me to mention
It's how you acted soft, when you really are relentless
Try to leave, you send a text about how you love me
Wanna read it but I know that I can't stay
But you succeed, you stopped me from tryna leave
But this time I will not be tricked by your essays
You ask why I'm so toxic
It's cus I'm trying to make you hate me if I'm being honest
It's the only way to leave without the gossip
I spent too much time in trying to keep a promise
Feel like I wanna talk to you more than the other way
And I be feeling like you hate me on some other days
Maybe if I wait, the hate will pass like another wave
But I'm too insecure to be patient and so I run away
And so I run away
And so I run away
And so I run away
But you gon' always be inside my heart, on some other way

Sometimes I think about it and it's tragic
Took the hard way, in the end we lost the magic
No matter the amount of hooks, verses and ad-libs
Ain't nothing that gon give me the feeling like I had back then
I read a couple notes from my book
Tryna find a distraction with these classes I took
Remember the times you always wondered how you would look
Made me feel like we was moving forward just like a rook
But every record gets scratched right?
Every good day always end up with bad nights
Shine on the stage, but all we have is a bad light
Sticking to the script, but can't no one of us act right
I made time, I moved my schedule just for you
Skipped deadlines, cus in my mind, it was us two
I gave my heart, I should've known it wasn't for use
Act like I'm fine but now I'm ready to tell the truth
You used to listen, you was loving the sound
You used to want me in your space, would always have me around
You said you wanted to link, that I should come to your town
But now I'm falling, but the gravity ain't pulling me down
It's something different
It's bout the fact you chose to act so distant
It's how you always want it but never giving attention
It's how you keep quiet, but always want me to mention
It's how you acted soft, when you really are relentless
Try to leave, you send a text about how you love me
Wanna read it but I know that I can't stay
But you succeed, you stopped me from tryna leave
But this time I will not be tricked by your essays
You ask why I'm so toxic
It's cus I'm trying to make you hate me if I'm being honest
It's the only way to leave without the gossip
I spent too much time in trying to keep a promise
Feel like I wanna talk to you more than the other way
And I be feeling like you hate me on some other days
Maybe if I wait, the hate will pass like another wave
But I'm too insecure to be patient and so I run away
And so I run away
And so I run away
And so I run away
But you gon' always be inside my heart, on some other way