AAvery, Skrteen - I'll Be Waiting Lyrics

Swerving away
I've been stuck in the waves
Float in the water for days
Hoping somebody can save
Sit and I pray
I'm on my own while I wait
All of these scars they engraved
Tainted with pain
Deep in my soul while I ache
Running away
But I cannot keep on hoping you'll say what I want you to say
Everyday I'm distracted
You want attention but you show no passion
And I wonder how you went loving, laughing
Now you barely even wanna show compassion
Is it humorous for you when you stay acting
Making me believe that you gon love me back
But you was switching tracks and you ain't tell me that
So now I got a couple scars to patch
This ain't shit that I'm used to
I can't handle whatever you do
Don't tell that it's because you grew
Don't tell me that you thought I knew too
I just really need a new view, cus I'm confused
I cannot defuse the situation cus I'm scared that I'll lose you
Or did I already do?
I gotta chase the plans unfold my hands
Cus it is hard to stay content
Please understand if I cannot withstand
The fact you tryna take my land
I cannot deal with what you put me through
Cus I been tired of it all
You got me doubting all the shit you say
Like when you told me you would call
Dial tone all I met
Eyes closed, mind set
You know why I'm upset
Pride is something I lack
Cus you took it now I want it back
The word "love" a far stretch
Loyatly a hard bet
Not me but for you
And you showed me the proof
When you sending me these hard threats
And I can never fuck with that
But it's easy to say, it's harder to do
It's hard to let go when I hold on to you
It's harder to breathe, when I ain't with you
And I'd rather hurt than to know all the truth
Ooh
Sometimes I just never know what I should do
I could tell you what I been going through
Or I can pretend like I ain't got a clue
Complicated
I took much more than I tolerated
I tried to play games just to compensate it
I tried to show love but you confiscated
But I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting for the day it's gets better
I'll be waiting still whatever the weather
I'll be waiting but my time ain't forever

Swerving away
I've been stuck in the waves
Float in the water for days
Hoping somebody can save
Sit and I pray
I'm on my own while I wait
All of these scars they engraved
Tainted with pain
Deep in my soul while I ache
Running away
But I cannot keep on hoping you'll say what I want you to say
Everyday I'm distracted
You want attention but you show no passion
And I wonder how you went loving, laughing
Now you barely even wanna show compassion
Is it humorous for you when you stay acting
Making me believe that you gon love me back
But you was switching tracks and you ain't tell me that
So now I got a couple scars to patch
This ain't shit that I'm used to
I can't handle whatever you do
Don't tell that it's because you grew
Don't tell me that you thought I knew too
I just really need a new view, cus I'm confused
I cannot defuse the situation cus I'm scared that I'll lose you
Or did I already do?
I gotta chase the plans unfold my hands
Cus it is hard to stay content
Please understand if I cannot withstand
The fact you tryna take my land
I cannot deal with what you put me through
Cus I been tired of it all
You got me doubting all the shit you say
Like when you told me you would call
Dial tone all I met
Eyes closed, mind set
You know why I'm upset
Pride is something I lack
Cus you took it now I want it back
The word "love" a far stretch
Loyatly a hard bet
Not me but for you
And you showed me the proof
When you sending me these hard threats
And I can never fuck with that
But it's easy to say, it's harder to do
It's hard to let go when I hold on to you
It's harder to breathe, when I ain't with you
And I'd rather hurt than to know all the truth
Ooh
Sometimes I just never know what I should do
I could tell you what I been going through
Or I can pretend like I ain't got a clue
Complicated
I took much more than I tolerated
I tried to play games just to compensate it
I tried to show love but you confiscated
But I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting for the day it's gets better
I'll be waiting still whatever the weather
I'll be waiting but my time ain't forever