AdrielFaith, J. Bleu - Temptations Lyrics

Stop tryna make this better
You block my phone, you just come back cause
I'm just making cheddar
Tryna right my wrongs but you just told me
That you made me better
Why that temptation blowing up my line
You know I can't take it I'm not breaking
All the times that I kept
On changing
I might find out what makes me take it
I might try but you keep on faking
Yeah

You know sometimes discipline is, like I have to discipline myself if I don't wanna wake Up
I might not wanna wake up at six am in the morning but I have to, you know that's Discipline
I might not wanna like praise God but I have to
I might not wanna do certain things that's gonna better me but I'm gonna have to
You know it's all a change and it's uncomfortable
It's very uncomfortable but I love this uncomfortable space
Because I feel like I need that
I feel like I'm always running away from uncomfortability or pain and stuff but now it's like I feel everything
And I feel like, you know it hurts yes but I feel like I need it and I literally
Y'all I have not had this much faith in God so much
I'm not even finna sit here and lie to y'all
I didn't even know what faith felt like
I didn't know what staying faithful or having faith in God felt like until now
I feel like this time my life is kinda humbling me
It's kinda like preparing me, you know and I know God is with me so I know at the end
Of the dark tunnel it's always light And me and my mom was just talking the other day
Like she was like, she was telling me like I'm glad you're uncomfortable
I'm glad you're in this space because that means you're growing
And that's what I'm trying to do I'm trying to grow as a person
I'm trying to change my old ways
I used to say it all the time
I'm trying to change I'm trying to do this but I would never do the things to change
I would just always say I'm gonna change but never do the things where I can change
Now I don't want the old me, the new me that I'm becoming
I love it