Aj Angels - XAS Lyrics

Hello?
Yeah I'm alright
Naw I'ma chill
I don't know if I'm that guy
Oh yeah?
Well hey yeah I warned ya, alright
Nah but like for real though, I warned you

who was that?

Honestly it don't even matter you know,it was just a moment
it was just a moment
know like time don't, time won't wait for us you know

It's a shame that we tried and the timing wasn't friendly
The Vibe that we had it was different know you get it
And the guy that was last man he didn't beat the mission
so he left you in doubt, had you craving something different
And the walls weren't down and I was ready, hot engine
We fit in so many ways, but okay there's something missing
Trying to aid in the pain only works if you let me
You left a stain, since then I'm so different
Forever impacted
Didn't try to get too close to no girl after
I was saving your spot that's what mattered
That's detrimental, moving that way was so bad for my mental
I'd rather stop and reflect what we been through
And let it go cause I know it was meant to
If it comes back then okay like a pencil
Try to erase all the errors we went through
Timing don't stop for nobody I know this
whoever comes into your life has a purpose
Sting still remains even after I wrote this
Back to square one let me mix up a potion
(Let me get my cup)
Loves makes you sick and believe me it's noted
Better without it right now I'm so focused
Focused for me can just turn into hopeless
Heart is Still beating for now I keep going
I'm good

Nah I'm just, I'm just sticking to what I know you know
it's just that most things end after a while you know
everything actually
Nah trust me I'm good though
You just ain't gonna hear me talking about someone special for a little while I'm just.
I'm just focused on me


The process is long, I don't need no one to know me
I've accepted the role of the guy you call when lonely
only want it when I'm in it,
That's something that I noticed and right now
I'm into winning so the money’s how I'm coping
I got distracted and look at what happened
Addicted to something I couldn't have and it's tragic
I won't call it baggage, cause we all have it
both got issues and yet we ain't hacked it
That's why I did some stalling, stayed where I was at and I ignored my inner calling
Putting of the rest think about you in the morning
Till I realized thoughts seem to be the thing I'm holding
Mental not tangible to me your edible but I had to let it go and see how the story goes
You feel me?
Not a lot of people get a chance to know the real me
Not a lot of girls I'ma trust and show them feelings
For now I'ma have to run it up no ceilings
Right now all the liquor in my cup I don't feel it
Right now rather be all alone hear me yeah
I'm stuck on this road
I'm losing hope

Apply as much energy as I want into the situation
And I don't know
It's kinda like it has to be cleared
Its has be allowed or something first
And I don't know. I'm just done forcing shit