Alec Beretz - the crash & the come up Lyrics

I been trippin' tryna get on the road again
Cause you and I been here before can't get any rest
Ask me what I do it for I can't answer that
You know I'm never slowin' down got no plans for that
This isn't time to pretend, I ain't tryna be friends
I see you wanna forget I've been over the edge
And when I'm closin' my eyes, see a whole lotta red
No point in tellin' you lies if I'm already dead

I know I'm fuckin' up my composure
The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure
You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone
But you already know I'm better off on my own

The cycle is fucked up, the crash and the come up
I've already sold my soul
I say I'm above this, but you know I love it
I got nowhere else to go

I'll take your love but I ain't givin' it back
I got the keys and now I'm livin' too fast
I'm speedin' up 'cause I don't want it to last
Got no regrets I'll leave it all in the past
But you said something that I'll never forget
You know the rules are just whatever you bend
You know the cage you built is all in your head
You never meant to see it through to the end

I know I'm fuckin' up my composure
The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure
You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone
But you already know I'm better off on my own

The cycle is fucked up, the crash and the come up
I've already sold my soul
I say I'm above this, but you know I love it
I got nowhere else to go

This isn't time to pretend, I ain't tryna be friends
I see you wanna forget I've been over the edge
And when I'm closin' my eyes, see a whole lotta red
No point in tellin' you lies if I'm already dead

I know I'm fuckin' up my composure
The devil talkin' 'bout gettin' closure
You think I'm losin' control, afraid to leave me alone
But you already know I'm better off on my own