Animalweapon - Deserve Lyrics

Why do I, why do I do it to myself?
How could I, how could I?
Do I deserve this?
Do I deserve this?
And I've been beating the brakes off myself for years and years
Let me burn every goddamn part of me down on purpose
And wherever I go I can't come back here
Why did I, why did I?
Why did I think I deserved it?
How long?
How much is enough?
Do I deserve this?
Do I deserve this?
How long?
How much is enough?
I don't deserve this
I don't deserve this