B-Nign - Homicidal Psycho Jungle Cat Blues Lyrics

Just minding my business balancing the ins and outs
Then you come in here, like, "life's unfair" bringing everybody down
"I can't wait to perish, but I never want to die."
What a way to waste a night
What a way to waste a night

Did I become a monster overnight?
Or is it apophenia eyesight?

A balled up angry fist hanging off a semi-colon wrist
You could blame me for everything and keep running away from this
I can't wait to perish, but I never want to die
If the world's so godamn cold to you, then who ya gonna leave your monuments of you to?
Apophenia eyesight, giving you all the clues
I got Homicidal Psycho Jungle Cat Blues
I can't wait to perish, but I never wanna die
What a way to waste a night
Apophenia eyesight

Did I become a monster overnight?
Or is it apophenia eyesight?