Calist, Breana Marin - Stand Alone Lyrics

Dear S****d

It's been a while since we've seen each other
And I hope everything is going well
The last time we talked wasn't the best conversation
And I'm sorry for any pain I may have caused you
I think my life is just moving way too fast right now
For me to be able to give you what you want
Just know, I never meant to hurt you
All the best, Clay

I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal

The reflection in the glass is no longer clear
Like, who's the person standing in this mirror
Cracked, dead center there's a piece missin'
Studder, It's hard to focus without sober vision
Ya, you saw it comin' that was some pro-vision
But, you know emotions outweighing reason
Uhh, I should have listened look at where I'm at
Tell me, you ever wonder if you're truly bad
Fuck it, man back to the party
In my life I need more piece and quiet but hardly
Ever get the chance to meditate, no
Wishing someone now could delegate some extra strength
To alleviate, the weight of my sins
Buried them skeletons deep under that bridge
And its okay to walk across it girl, I promise
And as we fall through I know I'm the one, who caused it

I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal

Tryna pick up the pieces out the wreckage
A bridge built for two burnt down in seconds
And I know it's my fault, why am I selfish
A head full of secrets just lookin' for someone to tell this
Damn, now the thought of just letting you go
Ain't wanna face this alone, ain't tryna stand on my own
You see I thought that we could do this as a team
Conquer anything at the thought of you and me
But girl, you're about as pure as can be
And everywhere I go a black cloud follows me
You see, most my company spent with demons
I come up with every reason to tell you so I can keep em'
That's why you gotta go, it's time to run
This will never last, this crash course for the sun
Even now I feel the devil pullin' on my shirt
I can't escape this life, I'm sorry it will never work

I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal