Charlotte Day Wilson - Even is the Lie Lyrics

Colorful but asleep
There was you in the backroom dreaming
So close, you're far away
You went almost every day

Where even is the lie?
Somewhere between here and goodbye
Now my eyes are seeing through
Someone I had or was to you

But look at you when you're high
Eyes blind, better fly with the wind
Before the thunder drops, I wanna
Keep you dried at night, but
Look at you on a jet above it now
Rain or shine, it's always the summer now
So bittersweet
It's still but a dream

Where even is the lie?
Somewhere between here and goodbye
Now my eyes are seeing through
Someone I had or was to you

I'm calling for the ones who know
How we could make believe
Our truth in one context
The power to protect, to cover me
How would it be?

Even, even, even
Even, even, even
Silent, silent, silent