DED STARK - DISGRACE Lyrics

Ded stark
I’ll still be here when it gets dark
My heavy heart is fuckin bleeding while I swim with sharks
Tear me apart, and record it n then turn it into art
The best part is u supported from the fuckin start
U wanna see me unravel under a microscope
Want me to struggle and battle like my life is a joke
Maybe I’m paranoid but I can feel u waiting
For me to fall so u can profit off the hating

It’s prolly all in my head
Nobody wantin me dead
I’m not important enough
So they ignore me instead
I think I’m trippin these days
I’m turnin Into a waste
I got a horrible taste
Maybe I’m just a disgrace
It’s like I’m running a race
In which I’m not gunna place
I see the look on ur face
I know that I’m a disgrace ...

I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace

I feel the emptiness takin over
And ain’t no sentiments comin from nowhere
I take my medicine fuck being sober
Somebody let me in I’ve never been colder
I see u smilin while u warm by the fire
U know I’m struggling but u don’t desire
To acknowledge me I guess I’m not worthy
No apology like U never heard me

It hurt me, but I guess I’m sensitive
I’m worried that this the best it ever gets for me

The best it ever gets for me
For me, for me, for me

It’s prolly all in my head
Nobody wantin me dead
I’m not important enough
So they ignore me instead
I think I’m trippin these days
I’m turnin Into a waste
I got a horrible taste
Maybe I’m just a disgrace
It’s like I’m running a race
In which I’m not gunna place
I see the look on ur face
I know that I’m a disgrace ...

I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace
I’m just a fuckin disgrace

I’m just a fuckin disgrace