Dlobs - Beautiful Mess Lyrics

Here we go man
Getting sick of this shit
Stop
Now go
I refuse to be saved by these hoes
It's a beauty that was made to be hold
Fucking shoot me if I'm blatantly cold
Cold world cold heart cold summer
I've been kicked into the dust
And fucking left as just a number
A statistic
I'm rapping my linguistic
She lifted
She hit this spliff that I just lit quick
Then that bitch dipped
Like real quick
My script flipped
You'll feel this
Encrypt her description
So I can get right back to hitting
After the party
You see me whipping
Searching for everywhere that she been in
All of these women
Their superstitions
Got my mind up in a prison
Fucking spinning
Sick of sinning
Pop a perc and penicillin
To numb my feelings
That I've been dealing with
Lay back relax
Look at the ceiling kid
Tell me what you concealing?
Why I ain't healing
Why I'm stuck in the same place
You calling me the villain
Just reveal it
All the lies and fake smiles
That you were always spilling
Can't deny it took a while
For you to finally feel it
All my love and affection I guess was worth a fucking killing
Cuz' now I'm dead inside
I said I'm terrified
To catch some feelings
I said I'm paralyzed a pair of lies was so fulfilling
And now I'm terrorized by terror that is so appealing
I can't even hide or care if all these pigs squealing
Rats snitching the last hit of the cat's pissing
I'm half winded and past sprinting past bad women
I'm down it
Deep inside of pound city
I pounce in it then eat the cat like asian dinner
I'm bouncing
But I'll be back after the winter
I'm down sinning and bound in it to love bitches
Got my heartbroken and I cant even let them win this
They told me stop hoping
Worry about your own business
Told me what I got's over don't mean to hurt your feelings
So I am not sober using drugs is how I deal with
When I do not know her she's my drug and I've been feening
But our hearts are showing that our egos didn't mean it
You said you didn't read the message
But it said you seen it
So now
I'm looking for a blessing or a new meaning
Whats it mean when you are being
Distant from me dissing me in different ways and different meanings
Bitching for me bitch can you please stop all of the screaming
The vision for me visions of you while I'm asleep and dreaming
Now I'm sipping and I'm leaning never stop puffing and cheefing
Chief that ain't it you need to look for new reasons
Sheesh now this bitch thinks sex just really means shit
Sounds fucked up but I know the truth is so demeaning
The fact that I smash but don't show none of my feelings
No love

Here we go man
Getting sick of this shit
Stop
Now go
I refuse to be saved by these hoes
It's a beauty that was made to be hold
Fucking shoot me if I'm blatantly cold
Cold world cold heart cold summer
I've been kicked into the dust
And fucking left as just a number
A statistic
I'm rapping my linguistic
She lifted
She hit this spliff that I just lit quick
Then that bitch dipped
Like real quick
My script flipped
You'll feel this
Encrypt her description
So I can get right back to hitting
After the party
You see me whipping
Searching for everywhere that she been in
All of these women
Their superstitions
Got my mind up in a prison
Fucking spinning
Sick of sinning
Pop a perc and penicillin
To numb my feelings
That I've been dealing with
Lay back relax
Look at the ceiling kid
Tell me what you concealing?
Why I ain't healing
Why I'm stuck in the same place
You calling me the villain
Just reveal it
All the lies and fake smiles
That you were always spilling
Can't deny it took a while
For you to finally feel it
All my love and affection I guess was worth a fucking killing
Cuz' now I'm dead inside
I said I'm terrified
To catch some feelings
I said I'm paralyzed a pair of lies was so fulfilling
And now I'm terrorized by terror that is so appealing
I can't even hide or care if all these pigs squealing
Rats snitching the last hit of the cat's pissing
I'm half winded and past sprinting past bad women
I'm down it
Deep inside of pound city
I pounce in it then eat the cat like asian dinner
I'm bouncing
But I'll be back after the winter
I'm down sinning and bound in it to love bitches
Got my heartbroken and I cant even let them win this
They told me stop hoping
Worry about your own business
Told me what I got's over don't mean to hurt your feelings
So I am not sober using drugs is how I deal with
When I do not know her she's my drug and I've been feening
But our hearts are showing that our egos didn't mean it
You said you didn't read the message
But it said you seen it
So now
I'm looking for a blessing or a new meaning
Whats it mean when you are being
Distant from me dissing me in different ways and different meanings
Bitching for me bitch can you please stop all of the screaming
The vision for me visions of you while I'm asleep and dreaming
Now I'm sipping and I'm leaning never stop puffing and cheefing
Chief that ain't it you need to look for new reasons
Sheesh now this bitch thinks sex just really means shit
Sounds fucked up but I know the truth is so demeaning
The fact that I smash but don't show none of my feelings
No love