Envyus - The Start of the Letter Lyrics

Holy feelings knock me on my back like Holyfield
They fold in ceilings
Talking love but being real about it
Love ain't always dope nah
But it feels like dope hah
Addicted and she knows yeah
Rolling over let her stomp
She know me better I won't stop her
I just wanna make her want me
Big-headed bitch like Roger
Got her weight all on me
Scratch her back and leave mine itching
She said that our love could grow
But left it at the height of midgets
Might of like Hephaestus how she forged the fire in me
Poured desire in me
Stuck up in the mire
Hope it's all worthwhile in the end
I been feeling worthless any time I'm not holding that pen
I been missing all my friends
Being way too distant again
Severed ties for a bitch who's tongue created lies
Bitch puréed my life and ask for parades and some bright lights
Curating all these reasons why I can't do shit right
Why do I tolerate the way you make me feel
Maybe cause of how you make me feel

Every coin got two sides
Every bitch want more shine
Every hoe got two eyes but can't look past their own plights
Yeah there's more to life than just attention and IG mentions
Bitch you got my mental feeling fenced in
Saw you like my best friend
Where do I begin though
Yeah this is a good start
Yeah I got a good heart
Yeah it's been ripped right apart but imma take them shreds far
Colder than the feds are when giving patsy's death row
I don't wanna die right now I want my death to be known
Hope to one day be praised like Childish Gambino

Yeah I got some songs that only she know
So she go
So she go
Yeah I got some songs that only she know
So she go