Epsilonn - fortify to forget. Lyrics

I'll just sink into the smoke
To get away from her
And everything else
It's already had a grip on my life
For years
I've held it off long enough

I can't walk away from this
It's too much of what I am
It effectively distracts
If she knew I was like this
There's no way I'd get a chance
Then it's good I won't try
I can't
I can't
I can't
I can't