Epsilonn - numb Lyrics

I might not see you again
I should've made it clear from the start
Regretting every bend I made
to get away from you cause I'm
Scared of you, scared of the truth
Knowing everything is falling away

Dreamt I was inside your car
Thought I was going with you
Knew it was fake from the start
We wouldn't make it so far
We'll never make it so far
I spent all my time waiting
For you to come to me

I need to ask myself why
I couldn't do a thing
It was so hard to breath
How much I missed out on sleep
All for nothing

Could you go get me a drink
Could you lean down and sing
Could you remember me
When it's been many weeks
When it's been how many months
Don't let it become years
You have become my fears

I didn't think it would end
Yet we're so fucking close
I'd never want you to cry for me
But I'm sure you won't
I'd put it all behind
All I'm about to do
Just to keep knowing you

When I'm falling apart again
You won't be around