Ferda - Smile Lyrics

I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
She told me that she love listen I ain't buying it
I know there isn't much but baby I'm still trying it
The love I had for you was strong there's no describing it
The devils taking over my soul I'm still fighting him
Switch up my flow like you switching up on me
She didn't want love she just wanted some money
You broke my heart and now you think it's funny
I saw it coming girl I ain't no dummy
I know it'll take a while
Just promise that you'll wait for me
I just wanna see you smile
But I'm living in a fantasy
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me i'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
I said that I want love again but I don't wanna try
Cuz everytime I've been in love it turned into a lie
Demons in my head and I can only hear em cry
One day God will save me take me up into the sky
All these bitches do is they play with your heart
Playing the game until we fall apart
I really wish that I could go back restart
That bitch so cold I'm gon need a new heart
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me i'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile

I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
She told me that she love listen I ain't buying it
I know there isn't much but baby I'm still trying it
The love I had for you was strong there's no describing it
The devils taking over my soul I'm still fighting him
Switch up my flow like you switching up on me
She didn't want love she just wanted some money
You broke my heart and now you think it's funny
I saw it coming girl I ain't no dummy
I know it'll take a while
Just promise that you'll wait for me
I just wanna see you smile
But I'm living in a fantasy
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me i'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
I said that I want love again but I don't wanna try
Cuz everytime I've been in love it turned into a lie
Demons in my head and I can only hear em cry
One day God will save me take me up into the sky
All these bitches do is they play with your heart
Playing the game until we fall apart
I really wish that I could go back restart
That bitch so cold I'm gon need a new heart
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart telling me I'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile
Wanna look at you like dam it's been a while
Got my mind racing like it in a mile
Got my heart tellin me i'm in denial
I'm on a trial
I just wanna smile