illneas, Johatsu - I'm Here Even Though I Hate Myself Lyrics

I'm lost
I'm imperfect
One person in the endless echo of the universe waiting to be forgotten
I'm insignificant
I'm imperfect
I'm the face you ignored today
That your unconscious mind will use to populate a dream
I'm not an artist
I'm imperfect
I'm gathering dust on a digital shelf while fading from your mind
I'm isolated
I'm imperfect
And if you can feel my words you might help me defeat my loneliness
Or at least numb my emotions
I'm still here even though I hate myself
Because the courage in my heart will always be a paradox
I'm guarding my thin slice of paradise between
Old buildings and the dreams that never became true
The purpose of my life is limited by
The painful beauty of my freedom
And exists because of it
I'm the sum total of my mistakes
And If you see any beauty in that it is because
I found the strength to own them
I'm still lost
I'm still imperfect
I'm still here

I'm lost
I'm imperfect
One person in the endless echo of the universe waiting to be forgotten
I'm insignificant
I'm imperfect
I'm the face you ignored today
That your unconscious mind will use to populate a dream
I'm not an artist
I'm imperfect
I'm gathering dust on a digital shelf while fading from your mind
I'm isolated
I'm imperfect
And if you can feel my words you might help me defeat my loneliness
Or at least numb my emotions
I'm still here even though I hate myself
Because the courage in my heart will always be a paradox
I'm guarding my thin slice of paradise between
Old buildings and the dreams that never became true
The purpose of my life is limited by
The painful beauty of my freedom
And exists because of it
I'm the sum total of my mistakes
And If you see any beauty in that it is because
I found the strength to own them
I'm still lost
I'm still imperfect
I'm still here