ItsDisbelief - Blue and Content Lyrics

Left to die, blood dripping out my eyes
Brains splattered across your thighs as we watch the sunrise
Bugs underneath my skin, keep on itching
I try to trap em in, better get to stitching
I keep the darkness in my vision
Without it I'm not me, I'd be normal
I had an epiphany, I like that I'm a mortal
A kid that's scared to die, but also scared to live
Paradoxical for sure, if you're confused please forgive
Hanging off the cliff, see you standing above
I call out for help, I beg you for your love
You start to step on my fingers, I can't hold on
But I stay positive that you'll change your mind, like a proton
Life ain't a game, there ain't no respawn
Some of us born to royalty, but most of us just a pawn
Stay up 'til dawn, just to see the sun rise
Cuz if it never does, I'd like to verify
Do you see me? Do you even care?
I've been looking for hope in a place where hope wasn't there, ugh
Do you see me? Can't help that I'm scared
I have no time to beg for help, or even throw out a prayer, ugh
Do you see me? What's it even matter
If you saw my pain it'd be the same, can't fix a glass that's already shattered
It makes sense that ya'll scattered
Frown plastered on my face, hope a smile can take its place, ugh
Left to die, blood dripping out my eyes
Brains splattered across your thighs as we watch the sunrise
Bugs underneath my skin, keep on itching
I try to trap em in, better get to stitching
I keep the darkness in my vision
In a dark spot, need no sympathy
Unwanted thoughts screaming in my head like a symphony
In this industry I can't expect support, so I won't ask
You're either with me or you're not, so don't put on a mask
I'm blue and content, accept my punishment
Saying I'm okay to be around is like a compliment
I hate to breathe, but who doesn't
Somebody gave me hope to be, so who was it?
My motivation fell apart when you had to depart
I want to start the path to redemption, but I don't got it in my heart
I think expecting me to change is unlikely
This the me that's gonna stay, I doubt you'll ever see me smiling
Do you see me? Do you even care?
I've been looking for hope in a place where hope wasn't there, ugh
Do you see me? Can't help that I'm scared
I have no time to beg for help, or even throw out a prayer, ugh
Do you see me? What's it even matter
If you saw my pain it'd be the same, can't fix a glass that's already shattered
It makes sense that ya'll scattered
Frown plastered on my face, hope a smile can take its place, ugh

Left to die, blood dripping out my eyes
Brains splattered across your thighs as we watch the sunrise
Bugs underneath my skin, keep on itching
I try to trap em in, better get to stitching
I keep the darkness in my vision
Without it I'm not me, I'd be normal
I had an epiphany, I like that I'm a mortal
A kid that's scared to die, but also scared to live
Paradoxical for sure, if you're confused please forgive
Hanging off the cliff, see you standing above
I call out for help, I beg you for your love
You start to step on my fingers, I can't hold on
But I stay positive that you'll change your mind, like a proton
Life ain't a game, there ain't no respawn
Some of us born to royalty, but most of us just a pawn
Stay up 'til dawn, just to see the sun rise
Cuz if it never does, I'd like to verify
Do you see me? Do you even care?
I've been looking for hope in a place where hope wasn't there, ugh
Do you see me? Can't help that I'm scared
I have no time to beg for help, or even throw out a prayer, ugh
Do you see me? What's it even matter
If you saw my pain it'd be the same, can't fix a glass that's already shattered
It makes sense that ya'll scattered
Frown plastered on my face, hope a smile can take its place, ugh
Left to die, blood dripping out my eyes
Brains splattered across your thighs as we watch the sunrise
Bugs underneath my skin, keep on itching
I try to trap em in, better get to stitching
I keep the darkness in my vision
In a dark spot, need no sympathy
Unwanted thoughts screaming in my head like a symphony
In this industry I can't expect support, so I won't ask
You're either with me or you're not, so don't put on a mask
I'm blue and content, accept my punishment
Saying I'm okay to be around is like a compliment
I hate to breathe, but who doesn't
Somebody gave me hope to be, so who was it?
My motivation fell apart when you had to depart
I want to start the path to redemption, but I don't got it in my heart
I think expecting me to change is unlikely
This the me that's gonna stay, I doubt you'll ever see me smiling
Do you see me? Do you even care?
I've been looking for hope in a place where hope wasn't there, ugh
Do you see me? Can't help that I'm scared
I have no time to beg for help, or even throw out a prayer, ugh
Do you see me? What's it even matter
If you saw my pain it'd be the same, can't fix a glass that's already shattered
It makes sense that ya'll scattered
Frown plastered on my face, hope a smile can take its place, ugh