Izabel - 19 Lyrics

Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
19
Ever since I could remember
I'd been lying
Told the truth could have been better
That was frightening
So you broke a door down
Just to try me
This won't end nicely
When I was 16
I tried to end it all
Somehow lived to 17
And proved myself wrong
I didn't need anybody else
So I thought
Then, somehow got to 18
Lost most of my friends
That shit changed me
Cause if I didn't want to let them touch me
It meant, that I meant nothing?
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
Fell in love
Under the surface
Gave you every piece
Say I still wasn't worth it
Put me through hell
Now I'm on my way back
Forever doesn't mean a thing
You more than proved that
Don't say you ever loved me
That shit is ugly
Been so unlucky
Took everything from me
Voices will haunt me
They'll say they're sorry
But I love you, it
Just reminds me that you never will
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
I don't have a home anymore
Don't plan on seeing you anymore
I don't know myself anymore
Hope she's her way back
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
I don't have a home anymore
Don't plan on seeing you anymore
I don't know myself anymore
Hope she's her way back

Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
19
Ever since I could remember
I'd been lying
Told the truth could have been better
That was frightening
So you broke a door down
Just to try me
This won't end nicely
When I was 16
I tried to end it all
Somehow lived to 17
And proved myself wrong
I didn't need anybody else
So I thought
Then, somehow got to 18
Lost most of my friends
That shit changed me
Cause if I didn't want to let them touch me
It meant, that I meant nothing?
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
Fell in love
Under the surface
Gave you every piece
Say I still wasn't worth it
Put me through hell
Now I'm on my way back
Forever doesn't mean a thing
You more than proved that
Don't say you ever loved me
That shit is ugly
Been so unlucky
Took everything from me
Voices will haunt me
They'll say they're sorry
But I love you, it
Just reminds me that you never will
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
I don't have a home anymore
Don't plan on seeing you anymore
I don't know myself anymore
Hope she's her way back
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
Aching
Fuck the candles on a cake
Done wishing
After almost 20 years
That you'll change
You won't change
Cause life don't work that way
I don't have a home anymore
Don't plan on seeing you anymore
I don't know myself anymore
Hope she's her way back