joby the artist, Soleil - i'm happy but i'm sad Lyrics

I'm so tired of reading the news
It seems like every day
I wake up with the blues

And in some type of way it's Somethin
That I choose
I didn't ask you to share
Your fucking point of view

My ex-thing stole my tv
And my gun
I didn't fight for it
Cause that would not be fun

I was a fuckin' fool
To think you were the one
It's really crazy how you think
You know someone

Seasons change
But so do minds
Everything was so fucked
When you were mine

I said, baby
This shit happens all the time
So now I'm living in
A no-fucks state of mind

I'm so tired
Of finding a new muse
It seems like every day
I wake up missing you

And in some type of way it's
Something that I do
To myself
Like, "Babe, get over it"
Go put those tears
To use

My ex-lover stole my patience
And my heart
But I didn't fight for it
I don't want 'em anymore

I was a fucking fool to think you Were the one
I mean, it's crazy how
You think you know someone

How dare you
Tell me you love me
And then
Leave me all alone
I've been runnin' passed your Neighbourhood
Wondering if you're home
I'm saying dumb shit to comfort Myself
Like, "you're better on your own"

So I'll keep it that way
The way I wanted all along