Kingblue - Wasted Lyrics

I can say every word to appeal
To your drunken mind, now I'm wasted
I spent my whole life loving a girl
That don't mind, now I'm wasted
Another fall, another call to a
Tortured state of mind
Now I'm wasted

Waiting outside with a beast in the door
And you walk inside
Closing your eyes and he smiles
Red in your eyes
Slowly morphing words in the cold abyss
While he cries
Breaking my bond just to watch it fall
I don't know why

Sitting all quiet and your heart is
Ready to fight
Shivering, all cold, and seeping out
Drunk at night
Burning up a brew of your favorite moves
Bloody face
This isn't the darkness you're used to

Is it way too late to ask
To jump back to all the moments
That I missed
Cause my mind was in my glass