Kioshemi - My Last Note Lyrics

I'm sorry for the way I am
Suicidal as fuck I know it's hurting my fam
I really try to change
But all the feelings in my body can't seem to go away
Cuddy I feel the fucking same
I'm fucking up my body just to maintain all the pain
Every motha fucking day I'm fighting to keep my sane
I'm sorry but I can't control my brain

I regret so many things that I hate myself
At this point might just kill myself

You told me that you love me but I know you don't
Aye, you never did and never will
And fake love is something I don't condone
And the fact that you lied, it makes me fucking ill
Cuddy, I really loved that bitch
And I really wanna kill her with a fully loaded switch
How the fuck can you lie to my face?
And I gave you all the love that you wish you had
Never trust a bitch cause it's gon go bad
I told my little cousin never trust a bitch
She gon start walking while she let's you stand
Even if you give her all the love, she gon switch
Aye, they gon act like they love you
But then they finna stab you in the back
Now you're sitting in your room asking if it was true
But it fucking wasn't, she slapped you in the fucking back

I regret so many things that I hate myself
At this point might just kill myself

I'm sorry for the way I am
Suicidal as fuck I know it's hurting my fam
I really try to change
But all the feelings in my body can't seem to go away
Cuddy I feel the fucking same
I'm fucking up my body just to maintain all the pain
Every motha fucking day I'm fighting to keep my sane
I'm sorry but I can't control my brain

I regret so many things that I hate myself
At this point might just kill myself
I regret so many things that I hate myself
At this point might just kill myself