Leo Brown, Lloyiso, Kwanda - B L U E M O O N Lyrics

Split custody between my mom and credit cards
A parody of sullenly written verses by Bayla
I know that
The pain you felt that
The shame and all that but you were too scared to even talk
Tryna fight him off but his remorse was not enough to even hear your cries as you begging for your life
See I finally understand your demand for an easy life
Abroad from résumés, early days and week pays but it got bad just as much it got good to it
You got used to it so much you traded your life for it
I saw you reach out for help but I was focused
Focused on getting us out the village yet I was losing you
Losing you to a life dark schemes and crack fiends with no dreams
I hate to say I told you
This life gon' fold you cause greed controlled you
This life is cold bro
I swear to God

I hope wherever you are, you looking down
(Down)
Like I always knew or I thought
I know heaven couldn't wait to have you back
Dawg I always knew

Split custody between my mom and credit cards
I saw you struggle for years trying to live even thou that wasn't living
That's the closest you can get
Cause what's the point of living long if you ain't want it all along
I get that
The bottom of the totem pole is bound to have a lasting hold
You ain't even got to hold your son in your arms dawg
What do I tell him when he's grown and off the pampers
Seeking for answers and them pictures I prolly set alight
I pray the lord gon shed some light
I'm holding tight to holy scriptures
Scared of my own convictions cause once in a Bluemoon
I think back to a time when I was I was no good
I saw you reach out for help but I was focused
Focused on getting us out the village yet I was losing you
Losing you to a life dark schemes and crack fiends with no dreams
I hate to say I told you
This life gon fold you

I hope wherever you are, you looking down
Like I always knew or I thought
I know heaven couldn't wait to have you back
Dawg I always knew