Lil High Lil Low - But I Don't Want to Be Fixed// at Least Not Yet Lyrics

I need to wake up and face reality
That what you say to me is not really meant for me
I know are hearts have grown apart, but I want to keep them together weather you like it or not
I won't stop 'cause its winter and I can see you shiver
One side of me want to warm you up
While the other side of me wants to see you fucking freeze

No matter what I say you say its make believe
Just like how you call my so called dreams
This beat is so mean
Just like how you can be
Always stinging me like a bumblebee
Except you don't die and you come right back at me just to sting me in my eye
Just 'cause I wont comply with you so you try to get me to cry.
But I cant 'cause i'm already dead inside
I've taken on seven years
You've shredded so many tears
I've lost so many peers and gained no new ones
Oh dear, I fear ill have nothing
Even though I grew up with nothing

A broken home created a broken soul going around breaking hearts
I know we've flourished apart, 'cause I was stuck in the abyssal dark
So now from starch is where I start
Even though walking on razor blades is dangerous and sharp
I'll do anything to show you have i've changed my blacken heart
You don't have to believe, I just want to receive a smile so I can finally breathe
So I can finally believe
So I can finally be free
So I can finally achieve

Something greater 'cause i've been done being a player
No prayer for any fucking savoir
Yeah