Lucidity - Letting You Go Lyrics

Letting you go is impossible, you know me like nobody does
Tell me, what's love
Shit, if it isn't the feelings I had, then I bet that I'm numb
You were the sun, I was engulfed in the flames
You know that I'm loving the pain
In love with the rush, and it was never enough
Still I cannot overcome
You got ahold of me, pushin' and pullin' me
Think of you even when you not around
Now I've been roaming, I'm looking and hoping that
Maybe I'll stumble into you and I could be found
Look at my heart, this shit isn't beatin'
Look at my chest, and see that I'm bleedin'
Fuckin' obsessed, and I got a reason
Everyone left, you picked up the pieces
Never gonna let you go, no
I don't want no-one else, no
I don't really love myself, so
I'ma just let you know, know
Seem like I hate you, but I wanna take you and
Maybe just drop all the fake on my face
You fuckin' relate, and know what to say
You really my medicine, helpin' my pain
I'm driving alone in the dark, givin' my heart
Back in the day, you my star
Everything fallin' apart, think of the start
Fallin' asleep in my arms
See, I been covered in scars, look where they are
All in my head and my heart
Now I don't know where you are, hop in my car
Drivin' alone in the dark
I forget everything, memory hurts
Think about shit and it's makin' it worse
Think of you draggin' my name in the dirt
Think of me beggin' to make it all work
Nothing is perfect, me as a person
I have a tendency makin' it worse
But I was determined, you were uncertain
Now we diverged, no way to reverse it

Maybe I have to go alone
Maybe you never were the one
In the end I'm just not enough
In the end I'm not havin' love

Know you been part of the past
Any way we could be something together with time
Torturous, we couldn't last
Way that you knew me I swear that you readin' my mind
Saw me at lows that I barely survived
Feel like we chosen so why did we die
I didn't know we would go to the side
Everything happens, I can't make it right
Still we talking and touching on topics that
Nobody knows, you seein' my soul, and
We could've dropped it but no-one can stop it so
Never let go, came up in the cold
We been through the worst, with both of us hurt
But grew up together to make it all work, and
Nowadays everything feelin' so forced
I wanna come see you and change up my course

Maybe I have to go alone
Maybe you never were the one
In the end I'm just not enough
In the end I'm not havin' love
Maybe I have to go alone
Maybe you never were the one
In the end I'm just not enough
In the end I'm not havin' love