Madchild - Demons Lyrics

Madchild - Demons (LYRICS)

INTRO ADLIB
I'm gonna air some shit out
You know what I'm saying?
If anybody give a fuck
This is what happened

VERSE 1
Yo, I can't help it that my brain broke
Silver Surfer, spitting liquid mercury, I chain-smoke
Back to making moves, rapping until my veins pop
'Cause you ain't running shit, if you standing in the same spot
Where's your super beast? They're getting tired of asking
So I'm out here killing verses, like you just hired an assassin
When I was young, I did a lot of psychedelic drugs
You're saying that it has to end one day, I'm like ""The hell is does""

All I have to do is keep my fucking head straight
And drop all of the dead weight
And keep creating segues
And pay attention to these awesome opportunities
Get a handle on my shit and stop with all the awkward lunacy
So basically, that means there's no more room for errors
'Cause when I let myself down, that leaves my fans embarrassed
My ride or dies my friends, my family and my parents
So now I'm back and fully focused, no more interference

CHORUS
Basically, that means stop doing pills
Basically, that means stop blowing bills
Basically, that means stop doing rails
And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail
Waiting last time for me to fucking grow up
It's only my fault that I ain't fully blown up
Basically, it's time to stop doing pills
And stop doing stupid shit, it's time for me to chill

VERSE 2
There's a reason I'm not playing all the festivals
I'm was popping Xanax, sitting around like I'm a vegetable
Mixing shit with alcohol and you get really lit
All I did was watch a lot of movies, smoking cigarettes
But now, I've gotten sick of it, already been down that path
Woken up like, ""Shit man, time's gone by that fast?""
And God's like ""Yo, how many chances you gone need brah?""
So, I'm just gone sit and write until my knuckles bleed brah
Deviated from the plan, inebriated Libra
Start respecting money, ain't nothing out there gone be free brah
Circle my apartment in regret, I solely linger
'Cause I bet fucking millions, just flying through my fingers
How many times I gotta stick my hand in the fire to realize I get burned?
Quickly make a left turn
Time to focus, change my course of my direction
Not dwelling on the past, but I'm definitely reflecting

CHORUS
Basically, that means stop doing pills
Basically, that means stop blowing bills
Basically, that means stop doing rails
And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail
Waiting last time for me to fucking grow up
It's only my fault that I ain't fully blown up
Basically, it's time to stop doing pills
And stop doing stupid shit, it's time for me to chill

VERSE 3
Was sober 28 months and fell off the wagon
When I got back on, I left one foot dragging
And basically, I've been struggling with it ever since
So many times I tried to clean my act up, but I never rinsed
Mangling my life up, pretending I could handle it
When I was off the drugs, I had a problem gambling
People called me out like I didn't get a fuck about it
Not that I was lying, but I just didn't want to talk about it
I know that ""Dopesick"" helped a lot of people out
Now that I had fallen, didn't want to make them feel in doubt
Now let me make this clear, never went back to the dope
But, there was definitely times that I was fucking with that coke
But, I ain't touched that shit in over two years
Started taking Xannies, having more than just a few beers
(Oh my God, who cares?)
I do
I'm trying to get my life back
The right track, 'Cause demons never really leave, all you can do is fight back