Neel Koul - Theodore Lyrics

Feeling eerie
No no no please don't leave me
Ennui I envy the defunct oddly.

What's the bigger picture
Measure the azure
In the sky and your life
Joy and zing you rejoicing the rhythm of the night
Is majorly missing
No matter what you do you feel like
You're gonna sink deeper
Drown like the members of orchestra on Titanic
In the ocean of panic
Now the ghosts of the pianist bassist bandmaster
And violinist play music for you inner demons
They're wilding out nutty violence
Nasty anxiety attacks grim fits
Aping Charlie Kelmeckis
There's no sleep
Abrupt rise in seizures
Cloak and dagger action who's stabbing me
Stop I'm not Julius Caesar it's scary I'm bawling
This world's dead it's with God
Humans blatantly disregard all good
For fame Invested in an evil cause
For sure they deserve a slow sarcastic applause
Now pause
Take it back to the time
You were sane n insanity was out of your mind
When you were searching for love
Vexation came running behind
Now you're in a place only few souls see
Seeking intimacy talking to Eros
Looking for her a wilful chanter Saying I'm

Theodore
Looking for Samantha in this cold world
The one that won't let go

Nice guy like Keanu
Caroling is nerve wracking so I rap
Wrap my ache
In my dreams an unnamed ghost sings
Soprano,
Like Paul Dano False bravado
A schmoe yodelling oh love show mercy
In haymow stop hey now lack luster
Broke lingo dodging sly innuendos
And the windows of my heart's house
Are like Frank's heart in RR (Revolutionary Road)
Totes BROKEN
Shuttering the ever shattering faith
Scattering few dew drops of despair
Post eclair I declare to naysayers
Shut it I've got layers JARGON
No joyride for me to call Shotgun
I know man it's not Fun
Gotta leave a mark before I go
But this wall of berg of shame is melting unco slow
Where to go now
Nowhere to go
Where to go now
Nowhere to go
But wait a while ago I was in my senses
Lukewarm interlude in my flick Tarantino esque
Intense taxing parentheses
This is why I'm writing these rhymes
Insoluble yin-yang Jekyll and Hyde
Abiding your rules saving our memories
I'm a prisoner of my own mind

I'm Theodore
Looking for Samantha in this cold world
The one that won't let go

I am breathing
Bearing the conundrums every
Summer winter and spring failed at appeasing
To be honest y'all aid him
The devil he's seething
I'm gone
Walking Walking walking on this tightrope
Falling Falling Falling all out of hope
Yet I'm calling HELLO HELLO HELLO
Save me before I choke myself to death
Help me deal with this fucking remorse

I'm Theodore looking for a door
To Samantha's world hoping she won't let go