nobody likes you pat - the buzz i need Lyrics

New Year's Eve last year
Locked up in my house
I thought that it might be nice
If I just killed myself
Therapy was going well
But something wasn't right
I don't know if I can do this
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you in the morning light
If I poison myself even one more night
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober
Summer evening careless
Threw up in our bed
Wish that I could stop this more than
The spinning in my head
So many excuses that
You don't wanna fight
I don't know if I can help it
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you in the morning light
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober
All the things I thought I had to do
Made me fall apart
I just wanna be addicted to
Everything you are
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to hold you
The way you hold me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober

New Year's Eve last year
Locked up in my house
I thought that it might be nice
If I just killed myself
Therapy was going well
But something wasn't right
I don't know if I can do this
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you in the morning light
If I poison myself even one more night
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober
Summer evening careless
Threw up in our bed
Wish that I could stop this more than
The spinning in my head
So many excuses that
You don't wanna fight
I don't know if I can help it
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you in the morning light
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober
All the things I thought I had to do
Made me fall apart
I just wanna be addicted to
Everything you are
How could I be everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to hold you
The way you hold me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah, my eyes are blurring over
Because when I'm with you I can be sober