Participation Trophy - You Don't Even Deserve This Song Lyrics

I can't see straight anymore
After what you've done to me
These thoughts inside my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
But I'm too afraid...

Hateful thoughts inside my head
No one hears the screams but me
They fester and wail
I've waited too damn long
To get this off my chest
But it's now or never
Got to tell you how I really feel

And I know that there are ways
Better ways to get my point across
And I know that this is the way
That I felt so long ago
You fucked up my head
Are you happy?
Do you regret what you did?
I won't ever feel the same
My innocence is lost...

Did this ruin your day?
Because it ruined my year
I hope you take this to your grave
I don't even know what to say anymore
But you shouldn't treat people the way
The way you have been

And I know that there are better ways
To tell you how I feel
And I know that these scars are too deep to ever truly heal
And I know you fucked up my head
Are you happy?
Do you regret what you did?
I will scream out to this room
What have I got to lose?