Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2
Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2

Pouya - Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2 Lyrics

This track is an intense exploration of the artist's internal struggles and emotional turmoil. Pouya delves into his feelings of loneliness, depression and suicidal thoughts, while also touching upon his experiences with fame and success. He grapples with the… Read more

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Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2 Lyrics

MTM, hit 'em with the heat

I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood
From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood
Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk
Never forget where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds
And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation
Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack
I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me
I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me
I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet
Bitch you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me
Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch
I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist (bitch)

(Bitch)

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet
I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories
Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become
Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain
Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself
I wonder what the people around me think about me
Back at my shady ways I go
Pack the gat and let it blow
Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em
Mikey I told you we was gon be somethin'
Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons
Diamonds dancin' by the dozen
Nick I told you we would rise from nothin'
Look at the way they look at me now
Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole (yo, bitch, hey, yo)
The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go (hey, bitch, uh, yo)
Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself (hey, yo, bitch, bitch)
I can't control the cards I'm dealt (yo, yo, bitch)
I spent a lot of time alone inside my room
Thinkin' about what I would do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, bitch
I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch
And now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip
The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was a kid again
Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids
How the fuck can I get out of this funk?
If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day
I'm ill-advised, fuck you, bitch, you can't even look me in my eyes (bitch, bitch, yo, yo)

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Fade away, fade away

Writer(s): Kevin Pouya, Michele Scatamacchia
Copyright(s): Lyrics © Songtrust Ave
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind

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What is the Meaning of Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2?

This track is an intense exploration of the artist's internal struggles and emotional turmoil. Pouya delves into his feelings of loneliness, depression and suicidal thoughts, while also touching upon his experiences with fame and success. He grapples with the dichotomy of his life - battling personal demons while living a lifestyle many aspire to. The lyrics reflect a sense of desperation and longing for escape from these negative emotions, but also a firm rejection towards those who only seek him for materialistic gains. Despite his success, he yearns for simpler times and genuine connections. This song serves as a raw and candid narrative on mental health in the face of fame and fortune. #MentalHealth #StrugglesOfFame

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