Rose Cora Perry - The End Lyrics

It's 2 am the world's asleep
Hard, fast and loud does my heart beat
Trying to figure out just how to proceed
I check the locks, climb into bed
Wish that I could turn off my silly head
So much thinking about just what I need

For oh so long I've lent my soul
Got slashed and burned, never made whole
And now I've reached a crossroads with a fork
For oh so long this is all I've known
Never really had the opportunity to grow
Beyond just what you see me for

It's 2 pm the world's awake
Hard, fast and loud does my heart ache
Trying to figure out just what to create (as I look around and realize there's nothing left for me anymore)
I turn the knob and look outside
Can't remember the last time I felt alive (the last time I truly felt alive)
So much thinking about
Is this worth all the tears I've cried? (every single time that I've cried and I've cried)

And I don't know anymore
And I sure as fuck don't feel like I did before
And I don't wanna say goodbye
And I don't wanna admit I failed but tried
Nothing left worth fighting for, nothing left but to close the door

This is goodbye
This is the end
There is no chance to make amends
This is goodbye
This is the end
There is no chance to make amends
This is the end