stella the pixie - webcore Lyrics

Never thought myself nihilistic
I'm not usually this masochistic
I just can't care for myself
Nothing's more of a waste of time
Then my own health

Pale and blinding digitization
Excruciating dissociation
Build and barter myself
And I'm fucking weak if I ask for help

Starry girl in love with life
Dance with death or paradise
White eyes materialize
Perfect concept suicide

I'm not smoking cigarettes but I'm stopping therapy
Self analysis is exquisitely deadly
You're the knife in my neck I think it'll kill me
I don't wanna go I don't want this to kill me

Sickened goddess
Birdcage heart
Death by one million cuts
God is a fabricated metaphor
She fucked me over
And spared me love

I'm terminal
My sin is constant
And I can't choose a different option
Fear is certain
Survival is formidable
As tv violence

Conjure up this Never land
God I know it'll never end
Pyro manic self destruct
Let me feel that love again

I don't want this love to last
Cause her knife sinks into my chest
I miss the ecstasy I'm too corrupt
Let me feel that lust again