Thannos - Decadent Intimacy Lyrics

My term of surrender is a delicate present to give
But what can I say when you don't seem to care what it is?
Bitter grace
Gone without a trace
My make and believe is my own misadventure tonight
The only thing left when I talk to myself and I type
The only illusion is time
I'm not gonna go, you just might
The night has a purpose to rob hesitation of me
And you should've looked when she stripped me for your eyes to see
If you only knew what you had
If I only knew what I had
I'd keep you from turning and gleefully boarding a boat
You say it's too late, and I ask you "Hey, when was it not?"
And now you're off to a new start
You thought I was leaving; you are
The night has a purpose to serve
And we did our best
Outside of the window the world burned
But we didn't care
A decadent intimacy
Was painted with pleasure you breathed out
The rationalization you plundered Well, I can see past
A reason or two in your eyes on a clumsy last dance
But time's ticking out with the clock
It may be illusive, but trust me, I'm not
I'm not your malevolent asshole
Though I sure ain't the best
The night had me stripped when we lay close, why didn't you get it
Hold it, make it your own
Now the sun is coming up
You're up in the clouds and I'm still stuck

My term of surrender is a delicate present to give
But what can I say when you don't seem to care what it is?
Bitter grace
Gone without a trace
My make and believe is my own misadventure tonight
The only thing left when I talk to myself and I type
The only illusion is time
I'm not gonna go, you just might
The night has a purpose to rob hesitation of me
And you should've looked when she stripped me for your eyes to see
If you only knew what you had
If I only knew what I had
I'd keep you from turning and gleefully boarding a boat
You say it's too late, and I ask you "Hey, when was it not?"
And now you're off to a new start
You thought I was leaving; you are
The night has a purpose to serve
And we did our best
Outside of the window the world burned
But we didn't care
A decadent intimacy
Was painted with pleasure you breathed out
The rationalization you plundered Well, I can see past
A reason or two in your eyes on a clumsy last dance
But time's ticking out with the clock
It may be illusive, but trust me, I'm not
I'm not your malevolent asshole
Though I sure ain't the best
The night had me stripped when we lay close, why didn't you get it
Hold it, make it your own
Now the sun is coming up
You're up in the clouds and I'm still stuck