The Agonist - I Endeavor Lyrics

""Describe the ability to feel A reality far from real Give me the meaning behind this touch Yield speech to the vibe that you clutch Grant me the truth I've longed for a lifetime And liberate my soul from my now elapsed crime A tear to cause not liquid with to draw from my eyes A hallow's beginning to now sever my ties For a smile so warm I endeavor to retrace my heartbeat To grasp a cure for the disease condemning me to my defeat It burns it penetrates my very flesh To devour it whole It reeks it torments my poisoned flesh To savour it all Feelings reviving There's no denying Is this a blessing or a curse? What is the remorse? This sensation inside me Give me the meaning behind this curse A howling echo binding with magic An ever-recurring process in ceramic A tranquilizing scent densely growing to play its role To delicately disperse through every... Poorly patched hole It burns it penetrates my very flesh To devour it whole It reeks it torments my poisoned flesh To savour it all Can you explain this? Give me a reason Feelings reviving There's no denying This is a blessing not a curse Describe the ability to feel A reality far from real Give me the meaning!""