The Rare Occasions - Start This Over Lyrics

I fell apart this winter
Snow piled on the ground
The hours start to splinter
Now that you're not around

And I go in circles
Pacing through the dark
Thinking how did it get to spending our nights apart?

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should have said
I know I feel like I'm a different person
And it was the day you left

You used to pull me closer
Spin up the silk cocoon
Your head was on my shoulder
Straight through the afternoon

So I run it backwards
Right up to the start
Thinking how did it get to junk on the curbside?
Spending our nights apart?

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should have said
I know I feel like I'm a different person
And it was the day you left

I feel the weight of all my mistakes
But I learned too late

Wish I could start this over
Say the things I should have said
I know I feel like I'm a different person
And it was the day you left

And I go in circles
Pacing through the dark
Thinking how did it get to an empty apartment?
Junk on the curbside?
Spending our nights apart?