The Wrecks ft. girlhouse - Where Are You Now? Lyrics

You proudly carried your conditions like a cross
I calculated my position and went along
One night turned to one week turned to one year
Wrong side of the right life, but I'm right here

We were nineteen, you were nervous
Tracing butterflies on the curtains
Coming up with what you gonna say
'Cause he always calls late and you knew you couldn't hurt him
So tell me how was I supposed to feel?
How was I supposed to heal? To hell with your closure
But I still want my

Where are you now?
Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah
Where are you now?
I'm breaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah

Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah

I was treating my heart
Like you treat a burn (hold on a second)
Taking every bit of bad advice I'd ever heard, mmm
One night turned to one bride, what an affair
You lied and tried to hide your colors
From your cousin while she dyed your hair
Well, you got me now

Where are you now?
Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah
Where are you now?
I'm breaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah

We were twenty-three, I was nervous
Tracing butterflies on the curtains
Thinking that there's gonna come a day
When I finally take his name
And I know I don't deserve it

We were nineteen, was it worth it?
We were nineteen, was it worth it?

Where are you now?
Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah
Where are you now?
I'm breaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah

I'm breaking down