Tianda - Touch Lyrics

I'm awake
For a moment I forgot everything changed 
'Til I check my phone and I don't see your name 
All the midnight walks and our black coffee days
I guess it's really over 
 
I pretend
That you're not my best friend
And I'm not losing it
I can't lie 
Having a real hard time
With getting used this
 
I promise that you're better off
I always care too much or not enough I'm sorry 
That i break everything I touch 
I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody

Yeah I break everything I touch
I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody
Break everything I touch
I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody
 
That's enough
The memories they hit me like a drum
I chase them down with liquor in my cup
My friends think I should try to meet someone
But I'm losing my composure
 
It's only been a couple months
I wasn't ready to see you with anybody 
But I break everything I touch
I feel it all sometimes and I wish I could feel nothing
Yeah

I feel it all sometimes and I wish I could feel nothing
Yeah
I feel it all sometimes when I wish I could feel nothing

I'm sorry for the time it takes
And parts of me I couldn't change
For all the words still in my mouth
I know it's hard but hear me out

I promise that you're better off
I always care too much or not enough I'm sorry 
That I break everything I touch 
And I feel it all
I feel it all

I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody
I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody
I never learned how I'm supposed to love somebody

(Wish that I could fly
Further than I fall
In my head I was
Up against a wall)