This track delves into the struggles of a man grappling with substance abuse and the consequential effects on his personal life. The protagonist uses alcohol, drugs, and other forms of escapism to numb his pain, yet he constantly reassures his mother that he's doing fine. He is aware of the destructive path he's on but finds it hard to break free from these habits. The song also touches upon the highs and lows of being a performer - experiencing euphoria on stage but feeling alone afterward. Through this narrative, Childers explores themes of addiction, loneliness, and self-deception. #Addiction #Loneliness #SelfDeception
