UccisMood, Deidara Black - i'm nothing Lyrics

You said we'd work, and I said it too
But they don't know what we're going through
I keep you safe, but I'm feeling blue
Why am I so alone?

Now you hate my guts again
Chest is filled up with repent
Waiting for all this shit to end
I don't want to be here no more

And I swear to god, I'd die for you
You ruin my life, but I'll fight for you
I'm doing these drugs to hide from you

I'm nothing
I'm nothing

Staring at my phone for too long
Baby why won't you come back home?
I know that you're evil and all but...
You know I'm afraid to be alone

You said you love me, did you mean it?
Cos' now my hearts ripped into pieces
They tell me put the past beneath us
But I just can't let go

I can't
Let go

You tell me that I'm stupid, that I'm useless
Got way too many bruises, it's abusive
I hate myself already and you fuel it
Don't defuse it
If I was sat right next to money, you would choose it
I'm a fool

Always hate what I've been told
Cut my veins I'm in the cold
The Devil won't let me grow old
I just want a place to call home

I see your face in a vivid form
Eyes roll back from the pills I'm on
Without you, I know I'mma die alone
Whenever she held me, I felt strong
So strong
They left me behind
I'm lost
Please let me just die

Say you love me you meant it
Stab me in the heart and I felt it
I can't even handle to mention
The pain inside my chest rip apart from the tension

Bleeding out all on your floor
Turned around and you closed the door
I don't wanna feel like this no more

I'm nothing
I'm nothing
I'm nothing
I'm nothing