Uphorium - Angry,but Contained Lyrics

And I found a way to hate myself
Without any regret
Can you find a way to forgive me, my dear
Any way you could find
Let me out alive
Give me a new lease on life, I need it
More than you could ever know
You punched me up in the ribcage
No fists, no contact intended
Reading no signals
Chains on my bracelet
Cut against the hands you held
Barbed wire fences, can't repel
My touch, burning brightly
I think of you nightly, when I'm by myself
By myself
By myself