XOTHISGIRLISACURSE - L'APPEL DU VIDE Lyrics

I can't help the anger
I can't help the tears
Making bad choices, 'cause that's what you fear
Just wanting out of my head
And a boy said here, try this instead

A million voices, silenced or dead
Either way it's all I have left
A pill, a sip, smoke- inhale and breathe
These are things that make me happy

Ditch the boyfriend, fuck this town
Everything just drags me down
Beachside roads and midnight drives
Burning bridges in my mind

Empty houses, empty lives
The future of my own demise
Face blushes, head rushes
And my heart keeps pumping, pumping

Phases of reality fade into obscurity
A liminal catastrophe
I think this is the end of me

Beat me up until I cry, or this might be our last goodbye
I want to feel something
I want to feel something

I wanted you to trust me
I wanted to understand
Please don't leave me here alone

I can't help the anger
I can't help the tears
Making bad choices, 'cause that's what you fear
Just wanting out of my head
And a boy said here, try this instead