Xrader - Drowning In Your Shadow Lyrics

I don't really know right now
Do I really I know myself
I'm feeling pretty low right now
Going burn right out
Wanna burn bright how
I don't really know right now
Do I really I know myself
I'm feeling pretty low right now
Going burn right out
Wanna burn bright how

I'm feeling pretty
Lower then the gravity
That's holding me
Or so it seems
My mind is floating
Thinking of how cold I've been
It's holding me
I was a kid I made mistakes
Grew a bit more day by day
The bitterness created space
I watched my sister fade away
The world was cold she iced her viens
Alone she couldn't fight the pain
Cut up the nose to spite her face
In the dark couldn't light her way
Getting higher then the ceiling
Always trying to chase a feeling
But that life it can be chillin
When they come and take your children
One day your trying to touch the sun
Like icarus you fall your done
He thought he was just having fun
But died before his son was one
And Yeah it hurt to hear it
Like how can this be true
But deep inside I bear it
I'm just glad it wasn't you
Another pointless victim
A loss because the system
A statistic for a quick fix
I think it's sick we miss him
And now you've gone and kicked it
But still somehow your different
Down low in your shadow
Puzzled pieces missing
But to me you glisten
You're a star sis, just listen
You taught me so many things with
Sisterly wisdom
That burden was heavy
You took shit instead me
I love you I miss you
And I'm here when your ready

But I don't know right now
Do I really I know myself
I'm feeling pretty low right now
Going burn right out
Wanna burn bright how

I don't really
Believe in the churches
But I've seen me some hearses
My dad said when his pops dead
That belief needs a purpose
I thought that was worthless
he said where do dead go
Heaven is irrelevent
It gave me and them hope
I know now didn't then know
Keep family and friends close
Me and tek no full deck
Our cards then just bend fold
We fell out like tent polls
But that didn't make sense though
Came back made tracks
It's make ends to the end bro
And The rest of my friends know
Going to give it back but ten fold
I swear will make it got what it takes
Sharpen my skills like pencils
On my game like Nintendo
Working or you can blow me
I spit on mics things a like
All kinds of phonys
Those who know me really don't
Wear many different mask
I'm Strong but I'm so weak
A dope geek, in the past
I didn't like the leaf
It's been a fight in me
And when I gave in my life began
And now I'm finally free
Like I'm finally not at sea
In a small raft drowning
If I make a hundred g
They'll crawl back poutin
Molehill to a mountain
Sprouting Like a fountain
I'll take an oath you'll see the growth
And then they'll stop the doubting

But I don't know right now
Do I really I know myself
I'm feeling pretty low right now
Going burn right out
Wanna burn bright how
I don't really know right now
Do I really I know myself
I'm feeling pretty low right now
Going burn right out
Wanna burn bright how

I don't really know
I don't really know
I don't really know
I don't really know